atomicant

first off, everything is fine. sort of.

i've been really antsy and kind of pissy lately. i thought it was due to jet lag, but i realized yesterday it wasn't when i had to write the date on a sheet pan of dough i put in the walk in. and watching some of the RNC propaganda tonight only heightened my anxiety.

i don't like this time of year. not because of what happened 7 years ago, and not because i saw way too much horrible shit, but because every time that stupid fucking number shows up on the calendar, i am forced to re-experience all of it. the media, and possibly even the american public, have no tact. yes, it sucked. yes, it was bad. but please, don't make me relive it.

now i remember why the smell of burning plastic makes me want to vomit.