atomicant

ok, so it's been 3 days.

and i am really ok.

this whole shitstorm made me remember that life is short, frantic, scary and eventually pointless. but upon realizing that, there comes a freedom. what we do means nothing. what we experience, who we influence, and who we choose to influence us are what counts. at the end of the day, we all die, and in the brief few moments we have, we really have to make the best of it.

so, in closing, i say a few more things.

i was going to leave sg when i got married. that won't happen, i'm here and you're all stuck with me.

and i really want everyone out there who reads this to look closely at your family. i don't care if they are your real family, i mean the people you keep close to you. thank them. appreciete them. revel in them. because without mine, i wouldn't have made it.

happy holidays, everyone. be safe. love and be loved.