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Well, after accomplishing very little of what I was supposed to last week, I was in the worst mood by Friday. I mean, I was soooo frustrated and angry, I just wanted the whole world to fuck right off. Fortunetly though, my roomate felt the same. So we decided to order pizza, go rent movies, and drink a bottle of Vodka to cheer us up. It was a good call. We rented Saw, because we both wanted to see people get hurt. I know this sounds sick, and maybe it is, but neither one of us were in the mood to laugh, be enlightened, be moved, or really experience any kind of emotion that a movie would induce other than that of horror and disgust. So, Saw was a good pick. After the movie, I felt 10 times better. I was just like "at least I'm not one of these poor jokers." Then we watched Slapshot and passed out.

Saturday was interesting. I got into a fight with my friend (my ex-girlfriend) actually which made her come over to house to yell at me and smack me around a bit. We wound up having sex instead. For those of you who don't remember, this is the same girl who has a boyfriend. I told her I didn't want to be a part of her cheating on him, as I'm not a fucking asshole and its not going to wind up being good for anyone. But, she's really hot, and we've always had good sexual chemistry, so shes usually able to get me to go along with it. What do you guys think I should do to prevent this from happening again? I've been trying just to hang out with her in public, but I need to figure something out to prevent these little drop ins from happening. She is a good friend of mine (we get along great as long as we don't date), so I don't want to do anything fucked up like get a retraining order. I don't even want to lie to her seeing as how she gives me really great advice on dating and women (almost as good as southernbelle, who I'm hoping has something helpful to say here). But yeah, I don't want to help her fuck up her relationship, so I need help.

Funny thing: My roomates cat Puff is a little demon cat. He can open tupperware to steal the food inside. How fucking crazy is that? He's like a little evil genius. Oh, and he peed in Maceo's (another roomates cat) bed. Who does that other than evil kitties?