atomh8

So, haven't been on here in a while. I've got good news though...I FINALLY LOST MY JOB!! Yep, the hell that was working for my company is done. Now, I have a good couple of months of relaxation ahead of me while I enjoy my summer in montreal. I'm currently weighing my options about what to with myself, but I'll worry about that some other time.

I finally signed up for Facebook. After fighting people off for months, I caved and took the plunge. I have mixed feelings about it. One thing that really gets me is how you are able to see how people that you don't really speak with anymore are doing. The past couple of days I've been seeing alot of old friends join my network (is that what you call it on facebook?). They've all done so much and changed since we used to be friends. One of them has a Phd, another is a lawyer, one came out of the closet. I'm happy for all of them, but it makes me a little bit sad for myself, because I haven't changed like that at all. I'm just floating along, not accomplishing anything, or going anywhere. I don't feel like I'm a bad guy or some kind of a loser or anything because Im happy with what I'm doing and where I am, but I'm beginning to wonder if maybe I should have a little more direction at this point in my life.

Stupid facebook.

On a lighter note, I had a really bizarre sexual encounter last week. I'm not sure how I feel about it. But at least I got laid, fuck I needed it.