atmospherik1

So today.. I started the morning off the right way!
With release. A little morning masterbation is always a good stress reliever.
Awww porn, sweet porn. It does wonders for the process. I find a lot of times fantasizing just doesn't cut it. Maybe it's all the desensitization ( I don't think I spelled thar right ) that we have been subjected to since we were young. I think I accidently came across my first porn at the age of like 10! *no pun intended*
This all now reminds me of the movie HAPPINESS. Very dark humor but the message and ending are classic.
So I just wrote a whole entry based on jerking off. LoL
Well time to eat some food and get my ass out the door. Today will not be a lazy day. I promised myself..
Achievment is key. Reality fullfills my happy qoutient much more then fantasy. I guess it all depends on how you think but for the last week I've been on a Positive trip And I'd like it to stay that way. Hah

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Yes. I forgot; morning work outs help as well. It's kinda steamy outside today though. I jumprope. Hey, it works..