atmospherik1

I wish we could have 4 favorite girls on our list. Then my list would be complete.

I hide my eyes beneath the bill of my cap.
I am not comfortable in my skin yet. It is sorta sad because I just want to be me and enjoy me. I know the potential that I have the happiness that I would feel if I could reach myself. I've been trying for a while but my journey takes me through to many sweltering desolate deserts where I find myself losing consciousness. I like the advice that I give but sometimes I can't find the frame of mind to follow it myself.
I feel that I can't be a man until I win the fight for completeness of self.
I find that I can express myself more completely in my journals, my posts and through my emails then at any other time.
Believe it or not I still have this shyness lingering over my head that I want to kill. I feel it should die horribly so too never return. Anyways...........

So none of the Junglist girls checked out my journal yesterday or if they did my qouted title was not recognisable. FADE TO BLACK was an old Drum N Bass Antem. The title kinda describes how I've felt lately. There's tommorrow.
Too bad, no one gets a cookie.

>If you believed you had a spirit animal, what animal what it be?
>IE... Have you ever felt any sort of spiritual/naturalistic connection with an animl for most of your life or part of it?
>Or if not, is there any sort of animal that you have been fascinated with for a while? Which would probably be your spirit animal.

UPDATED: Those words in the emails that I recieved today made me very happy though.