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atmospherik1

Costa Mesa, Halifornia

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Wednesday May 14, 2003

May 14, 2003
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I do not expect.
I give to give.
I give for me. I give for you.
If you do not give back in any form I have given for myself.
Does this effect me ? It might effect my outlook on you but not me.
I will not let you affect me.
Most of all I try not to expect.
With expectation the persona is left vulnerable. You let in a personal stream; a line connecting the giver and the receiver. Striking directly at the core of oneself.
I apply this only to human intent, emotion and feeling; interaction.
When you expect nothing; this is usually when you are given something.
Patience is key. Usually expectation and patience do not go hand in hand.
Do I care? yes. Do I overly care? no.
Care is a sparse commodity. Stored and released only for the desserving.
This might sound cold but it is a product of my experience.
I do not use care so freely and flowing as before.
I am kind; or try to be atleast; but that doesn't mean that I always care.
I am trying to strengthen myself and win over insecurity. We all have insecurities but Im trying to limit my list. Sometimes it is funny how the people who have the most are the most insecure.
Or the people who are insecure don't recognize what they have.
Peace of mind; can it be achieved?
It is ironic how the criminals, the felons, societies most punished can be more at one with themselves then the victims.
Could you then say that ignorance is bliss?
A lot of these guys don't think there's anything wrong with what they do and they're happy about it.
So could you also then say that the egocentric have better lives then the rest.
I don't think there's anything wrong with being conceited or self absorbed but the line is drawn between what you moraly think about others.
I say do whatever the fuck you want to do be into whatever the fuck you want to be into; As long as your happiness doesn't come down too the unecessary physical harm of others and parallel to this; the mental harm.
>She tells me "Dude, just live your life"
>I try
>Sometimes I think I would rather be ignorant.
""She says she's got it all but I don't want to be the one
who tells her that she don't."" -Hot Hot Heat
Take empathy, Take apathy, Take hold, Give somethin
Take care surreal

Update: I need a girl yo; time to get my ass out there
Scratch that. Maybe I don't or do I. Im to confused.
VIEW 5 of 5 COMMENTS
germany:
nice......... so what are you gona start school for? we can suffer together..oh and my son is 7..
May 15, 2003
fractal:
sometimes bing ignorant is easier, less painful. But then you wake up in the middle of the night, sweating, petrified because all of a sudden its all clear and you can't hide anymore.
Live with your eyes open.
May 15, 2003

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