I have no motivation.
I am motivationless.
I really need to figure out something to do with my work because this is just not what I signed up for and I'm starting to drown in repetitiveness. I'm a piercer, yet all I'm ever doing is secretarial work and cleaning. A bit of it comes with being a piercer, yes totally, I agree on that. But I'm doing maybe MAYBE 5 piercings a week here, and my job title is BODY-PIERCER. So you can imagine how much of the other stuff I'm stuck doing to keep busy between those piercings. It's not what I'm supposed to be doing. If I wanted that kind of a job I would've applied to an office or something.
No motivation whatsoever to come into work anymore.
I like the guys I work with, and I'm starting to feel like I'm only coming in for them. That's fucked up, right? I should be doing things for me, not for other people. I should be doing what makes me happy. It's my life after all right?
People who have been getting tattooed her for 3 years sometimes ask me oh?! you do the piercings? I didn't know!... That's bullshit.
I need to take care of this soon, because I realised this is a big part of why I've been stressing for some months, part of the reason why I'm very unhappy at times. Obviously not necessarily directly, as I said I've only just recently made the direction, but certainly taking a toll on my mind and body.
I'm unhappy, and I need to have a talk with my boss. I feel like my entire life is just stagnant, and I don't like it.
xoxo
I am motivationless.
I really need to figure out something to do with my work because this is just not what I signed up for and I'm starting to drown in repetitiveness. I'm a piercer, yet all I'm ever doing is secretarial work and cleaning. A bit of it comes with being a piercer, yes totally, I agree on that. But I'm doing maybe MAYBE 5 piercings a week here, and my job title is BODY-PIERCER. So you can imagine how much of the other stuff I'm stuck doing to keep busy between those piercings. It's not what I'm supposed to be doing. If I wanted that kind of a job I would've applied to an office or something.
No motivation whatsoever to come into work anymore.
I like the guys I work with, and I'm starting to feel like I'm only coming in for them. That's fucked up, right? I should be doing things for me, not for other people. I should be doing what makes me happy. It's my life after all right?
People who have been getting tattooed her for 3 years sometimes ask me oh?! you do the piercings? I didn't know!... That's bullshit.
I need to take care of this soon, because I realised this is a big part of why I've been stressing for some months, part of the reason why I'm very unhappy at times. Obviously not necessarily directly, as I said I've only just recently made the direction, but certainly taking a toll on my mind and body.
I'm unhappy, and I need to have a talk with my boss. I feel like my entire life is just stagnant, and I don't like it.
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when are you coming here to get wasted? or am i going there haha