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This does not reflect my mood today...

But it does reflect certain interior feelings.

I think I'm digging a ditch again, but it's stronger this time. I know it, I want it, and I can't stop it. I will, promise, but not yet. I just need a little longer. Summer's hard for me. Always been. I can't wear sweaters anymore. Balls. It starts today. First on the list is no more sugar.

Don't attempt to understand that, unless you already do. This is my journal anyways, so I just needed that for self reference, for future reference.

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So, what's shakin?

Margo's getting an aquarium tonight, oh how happy she'll be to swim and bask. I'm getting a 20 litre aquarium for her, shes not even palm size, she'll love it. might get more turtles along the way, who knows. I know my cats aren't interested, so this is good.

Mmm. Can't wqait for july. Did I mention Yulia shot an awesome video making of my set for me? I don't remember these things...

My bosses baby Isis, a siamese cat at the age of 5 years and 10 months passed from liver disease yesterday. It came so fast, he didn't even have time to get her put down. The idiots told him that she probably suffered a great deal. Thanks douchebags.

Alright I'm all updated out.

xoxo