So I got the song "White Christmas" stuck in my head. Was singing it in my office (while alone up here). And I was thinking of how I could defend myself by saying that I wasn't actually looking forward to Christmas. Then, the more I thought about it, I am really, REALLY not looking forward to Christmas.
The ex-wife and I separated right after this past Christmas. No regrets about that, but it will be really odd not being as available to the boys this time. I won't be there to watch all the Christmas movies (every night for a month or more), and I won't be there for the excitement of decorating the house with them. The younger one should be more into it this year. It is just saddening. I miss the little guys ... even though they can aggravate the hell out of me sometimes!! :-)
Anyway. Enough sad. Today is today. No need worrying about tomorrow since it isn't even here yet...
The ex-wife and I separated right after this past Christmas. No regrets about that, but it will be really odd not being as available to the boys this time. I won't be there to watch all the Christmas movies (every night for a month or more), and I won't be there for the excitement of decorating the house with them. The younger one should be more into it this year. It is just saddening. I miss the little guys ... even though they can aggravate the hell out of me sometimes!! :-)
Anyway. Enough sad. Today is today. No need worrying about tomorrow since it isn't even here yet...
atlas_:
:-p