Goddamn. I swear I must be a glutton for punishment. 
I have decided to make peas with my former best friend of 14 years and three tumultous years of dating. Love and hate are two sides of the same coin. At the time I left, i truly hated her. Now that time has made scar tissue, and time is of the essense I have arranged to meet up with her on the 5th. I have a feeling this is gonna be ugly. She will be showing up with someone else we have 'history' with. Where to start what to say. Fuck. I am just ranting. Being responsible and tying up the loose ends is a real pain in the ass and the mind. Bon chance a moi. je pregunte. 
I have decided to make peas with my former best friend of 14 years and three tumultous years of dating. Love and hate are two sides of the same coin. At the time I left, i truly hated her. Now that time has made scar tissue, and time is of the essense I have arranged to meet up with her on the 5th. I have a feeling this is gonna be ugly. She will be showing up with someone else we have 'history' with. Where to start what to say. Fuck. I am just ranting. Being responsible and tying up the loose ends is a real pain in the ass and the mind. Bon chance a moi. je pregunte.
My favorite part of "Shawn of the Dead" is when he wakes up from passing out to go to the shop and he's walking around with zombies around and he is oblivious to what is going on. Shawn didn't know the homeless guy became a zombie when he says "I don't have any change."
I hope things turn out with you and your ex-best friend!