only 3 days until my birthday, and the bad luck has already set in. i dont know what it is about birthdays, but everything always goes wrong...i need to find something fun to do this weekend...or someone fun... it would just make the day that much better...but hmmm, does bad luck come in the form of std's and rapists? 
probably...so i wont push my luck any further...
but really, what are some suggestions? i'm thinking strip club and a lap dance that lasts all night...or maybe a night of smoking and drinking with my friends...redundant, but life doesnt get much better than that in carmel. and so yeah, i DID end up going out with the chilvarous guy again: good time, he is ever so nice. but i ALSO was a dumbass and fell in love with this other guy for a hot second in between...
oh he fell in love too: dont worry. with my ass and my tattoos...bastard.
anywhoo though...life has been somewhat quiet and i'm just waiting for the bomb to drop by friday. karma is a bitch but make sure to wish me luck and stay outside of a 50 foot radius that day. IT"LL BE MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
probably...so i wont push my luck any further...
but really, what are some suggestions? i'm thinking strip club and a lap dance that lasts all night...or maybe a night of smoking and drinking with my friends...redundant, but life doesnt get much better than that in carmel. and so yeah, i DID end up going out with the chilvarous guy again: good time, he is ever so nice. but i ALSO was a dumbass and fell in love with this other guy for a hot second in between...
oh he fell in love too: dont worry. with my ass and my tattoos...bastard.
anywhoo though...life has been somewhat quiet and i'm just waiting for the bomb to drop by friday. karma is a bitch but make sure to wish me luck and stay outside of a 50 foot radius that day. IT"LL BE MY BIRTHDAY!!!!
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oh miss ayngel, the job is making me so happy. things are falling into place...
a lot of ins, lot of outs, lot of whathaveyous
the dude abides...
oh ayngel, the boy sagas continue. i hope they work out for the best because after all this time you deserve someone who will treat you right and who you also adore and have passoinate times with.
i send you best wishes for luck and love
happy belated b-day beautiful
i feel weird that i can only get sexual attention from women by paying for it...but such is my life at the moment...