THANK YOU to everyone for the compliments on the dress 
in honor of being on this site for 2 years:
a real journal entry...lol
first of all, i have found that pretty things dont usually think too much. i think because of the fact that they are easy on the eyes, they never have to develop a personality. hmm this feels like a rant i should stop....
switch tracks
as many of you know, i recently married my partner of 10 years. leading up to the wedding was so stressful i couldnt stand to be around myself, much less other ppl. we were adamant that we wanted a low-key low-stress ceremony. obviously, it wasnt looking like that was gonna happen. and to top it off, my best friend and my cousin (that i had allowed to move in with me) teamed up and collectively fucked me by not showing up at the wedding. o yea, did i mention they were my bridal party?
switch tracks
i am not a religious person, but i am very spiritual. i believe that everything works out exactly as it should, even if you cant see it...in fact, that is when it is at its strongest, i think. i believe it is imperative that i stay centered as much as possible. and when things get crazy, it isnt that things got crazy SO i got uncentered.....it is that i get uncentered SO things got crazy. what you put out into the universe comes back to you...put out positivity, you get positivity back....etc... and the universe will allways strive to give you that which you ask for...
(now to bring it all together)
my wedding could not have been more perfect... i THOUGHT i knew what i wanted....but when what you want and what you ask for conflict, the universe will give you your higher thought.
i have not felt this happy or centered in a long time...
"i can see clearly now the rain is gone"
i have not only forgiven them, i THANK them because i would not have had the same experience if they had been there.
im sure this sounds crazy to some, and some just wont understand...but thats ok...it isnt written for you ( as a matter of fact, that is exactly why ive never written a real entry before.... )
Namaste
(edited to add the following)
(edited for zef to add: )
in honor of being on this site for 2 years:
a real journal entry...lol
first of all, i have found that pretty things dont usually think too much. i think because of the fact that they are easy on the eyes, they never have to develop a personality. hmm this feels like a rant i should stop....
switch tracks
as many of you know, i recently married my partner of 10 years. leading up to the wedding was so stressful i couldnt stand to be around myself, much less other ppl. we were adamant that we wanted a low-key low-stress ceremony. obviously, it wasnt looking like that was gonna happen. and to top it off, my best friend and my cousin (that i had allowed to move in with me) teamed up and collectively fucked me by not showing up at the wedding. o yea, did i mention they were my bridal party?
switch tracks
i am not a religious person, but i am very spiritual. i believe that everything works out exactly as it should, even if you cant see it...in fact, that is when it is at its strongest, i think. i believe it is imperative that i stay centered as much as possible. and when things get crazy, it isnt that things got crazy SO i got uncentered.....it is that i get uncentered SO things got crazy. what you put out into the universe comes back to you...put out positivity, you get positivity back....etc... and the universe will allways strive to give you that which you ask for...
(now to bring it all together)
my wedding could not have been more perfect... i THOUGHT i knew what i wanted....but when what you want and what you ask for conflict, the universe will give you your higher thought.
i have not felt this happy or centered in a long time...
"i can see clearly now the rain is gone"
i have not only forgiven them, i THANK them because i would not have had the same experience if they had been there.
im sure this sounds crazy to some, and some just wont understand...but thats ok...it isnt written for you ( as a matter of fact, that is exactly why ive never written a real entry before.... )
Namaste
(edited to add the following)
(edited for zef to add: )
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