atari11

this.fucking.kills.


so tonight the boypiece and i decided to go on a break.
how very ross and rachel of us...


i say decided. but really he said it and it one of those things you cant really say no to. you just sort of have to say fair enough. its really ive been forced into it becuase im a total bitch.


i am not a nice girlfriend.
im jealous, sarcastic, suspicious and i surround myself with bad things and bad people (mainly too much cocaine and ketamine and backstabbers)

but fuck i am stir fucking crazy about that boy.
even when he drives me up the wall becuase he has to win an argument. even when he spends all night out drinking with another girl and even when he tells me we dont "match"



this is going to be exactlly like that movie "the breakup"
hes still living here, on the couch and our flat is kinda tiny.
ack.



i already miss his kisses.