atak

so i up and motherfucking moved to ohio. it sucks so much. but im doing the same type of graphic design shit for more money in a podunk town so im saving a little bit. joined my old gym tho and that set me back like 650. there are no bars within walking distance so the plan is to work out all the time cause nobody needs a dui. when i have drank since being here it has been at home or at house parties. if you dont like the general type of people at the house parties...they really blow. everybody my age that is still here without a kid or a marriage is considered a fucking anomoly. it is so bizarre. i will never get laid here. i have absolutely no respect for the women. oh... and i live with my parents again! not like ive never gotten laid in their house before but it was always a girlfriend i had brought home from far away to meet them. someone i cared about. so im reading the biography of ernesto "che" guevara to pass the time. and working. and jerking off. and drinking. at home. or with douche--bags that i dont like. please please say something to cheer me up.