Purgatory
Tormented soul held way deep down inside
Screams of help upon deaf ears always cried
No hope of salvation only darkness to guide
In shadows sentenced for life always to hide
Tortured by demons that belong in the past
Imprisoned by love lost, the distance grew vast
Feelings of unhappiness most of which self cast
Surprised at just long forever can last
Emptiness more than surely any could stand
All that was done was done by my hand
Your change of heart beyond my command
How can perfection be lost I cant understand
Standing in judgement here on this day
Day of reckoning, why must it be this way
My heart broken with words of you cant stay
Awaiting the loneliness to carry me away
Cold reaper's grasp within held so tight
Death's embrace, no will left to fight
Pain unending locked away far in the night
Last breath wanting, finally warmth from the light
RCP 9/25/02
Tormented soul held way deep down inside
Screams of help upon deaf ears always cried
No hope of salvation only darkness to guide
In shadows sentenced for life always to hide
Tortured by demons that belong in the past
Imprisoned by love lost, the distance grew vast
Feelings of unhappiness most of which self cast
Surprised at just long forever can last
Emptiness more than surely any could stand
All that was done was done by my hand
Your change of heart beyond my command
How can perfection be lost I cant understand
Standing in judgement here on this day
Day of reckoning, why must it be this way
My heart broken with words of you cant stay
Awaiting the loneliness to carry me away
Cold reaper's grasp within held so tight
Death's embrace, no will left to fight
Pain unending locked away far in the night
Last breath wanting, finally warmth from the light
RCP 9/25/02
also, your journal does not seem so happy.
perhaps you should
[Edited on Dec 17, 2003 5:01PM]
heh.
and my b-day was ok. partying saturday though. couldnt on wednesday ... damned exams.