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Hi All, Things are going okay now. I'm taking the time to get abit organized, rearrange somethings in my room, start the new year off right. I'm gonna take a lot of advice I've been getting and try new things, put myself out there. The girl I swoon for is moving today, I'd be there helping, but it's just soo far and the snow has developed into a nice icey hell. So, I called and wished her luck.

I know things aren't going to be easy for me in the next few months, close friends are moving, getting married, developing into beautiful people, and I need to take that cue and get on with my life. Grow up as they say. I make things into more than they should be, and I should just take it as it comes, relax let the course of my life unravel at it's own pace and push it when I can.

I need to make goals and then strive to complete them, I don't want to live with my parents for the rest of my life. So, I need to do something to fix that. And that means getting a job that'll offer opportunities, move into an apartment that presents a new more responsible self existance, and meet people who will be supportive and understanding for my personal wellbeing. I need to serve to be served! Syberea is so right, you need to act upon life, before life acts upon you (that was extremely paraphrased from all her depthfully insightfulness ). I'm a complicated person, and normal things don't happen to a complicated person. I wouldn't be satisfied if they did.

So, when you see me on the street or on your computer screen, say Hey Dude, you can do it! And I'll smile and know that I can...