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astray

boston, sf

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Sunday Sep 30, 2007

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went to build the black rock glacier project, made of recycled water bottles. but it didn't come together. conflict between artist and the engineer prevented completion. which was sad. BUT we managed to have a blast and contribute to neighbors and first timers experiences. now if i could just finish cleaning all the dust off things...

big question for me right now though, should i follow love or follow personal growth. thoughts?
chouli:
You can't have both love and personal growth?
I am a lover and I've always followed my heart. Has kept me a bundle of bliss....

I didn't go to Burning man this year. I would like to go next yeat though.

Do you have photos from your trip?
Sep 30, 2007
astray:
Didn't take any photos this year, but a little video. You should definitely go if you can manage it, and go with friends. Gives me a huge creative burst each year, and opens my heart a little further.

On the love and personal growth dilemma, unfortunately I'm faced with pursuing a relationship or a meditation training and they're mutually exclusive. But it's awful because the relationship is too new to really know how it would turn out, and the meditation training starts this week and it's go or not go. The next training like this doesn't start for a couple years. Very rare tibetan training, that's almost a once in a lifetime opportunity. So my heart is exploding. I fear I'll have regret and heartbreak no matter which way I turn. Crazy how two great options in life can then leave me so upset.
Sep 30, 2007

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