Along with all the other activities that ive roped myself into this year i am also high jumping for my schools track team. i love the sport and im actually starting to get decently good because of my amazing coach. unfortunately im still not at the level i want to be at yet. the first meet im competing in is today and im really nervous that im going to embarrass my self o.O im excited to compete for the first time and represent my school but i dont want to let my coach down. theres also the smoking dilemma. i love smoking and i love being a stoner and part of the cannabis culture, but its hard to balance both smoking and being an athlete, especially and the collegiate level. well see how todays meet goes and maybe this will help me decide what i want to do....
love always
Astraia
