Sunday May 15, 2005

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you won't let me look into your eyes
because i'll see into your heart
and you'll hate the sound of my voice
because i'll whisper words you want to hear
they won't leave your mind
and your body will burn
begging for my touch
and because i would never let you go

you don't know how much i love you
because you hate that you love me

and you would forget every word we ever spoke
because forgetting is the only way to really let go

i forgive you for anything you ever did to hurt me
and hope you would forgive me for the same

just know that at the end of every day
at the end of every night
you'll walk in my dreams
and give these grim days new light

i love you ______ ...i love you

and if this our forgotten forever
then i guess
this is ...goodbye

im in tears

i just want to die
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dusty:
heartbroken is a good time in life. it is when we are connected to all the emotions that are not there in everyday life. we spend time with ourselves...doing nothing but hurting, going a little crazy...wondering where the end is and how in the fuck do i ease this splitting headache in my heart...it is raw and bloody and hard
but we always make it through.
not even wiser, because we will put ourselves through the exact same thing over and over again.
i don't know what the point of this is besides there is always the other side of the fence and you will reach that happiness once again, but only to fall off and make that riff larger. gee, i'm not very good at trying to help here...okay dusty is going away now. blush kiss blackeyed
inannamute:
smile

Now you have two friends that really are fantastically awesome.

Every time my heart is broken I think I'm going to die. And then I fall in love again, and it's even better than the last time.

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