assface

oh lordy. i did not see the girl that i wanted to. this is her one day off. i am such a jackass. and my excuse for going there today was to get the money that i forgot to pay myself for working on saturday. thats right i forgot to get payed. the jackassery never ends. so i will see her tomorrow. i will say things that dont make any sense and try to pretend i dont feel retarded about that, there will be awekward silences, and i will get slightly jelous and then leave feeling like i did everything wrong in a situation where if i did everything right, it wouldnt have worked out.
but i will get to see her. and we will make eye contact
perhaps at some point i will make actual eye contact and rub my eyeball on hers. mmm oh yea.