HI, i am so over being bitter about MEN and the world. Its exhausting and i get ZERO pleasure from it. 
Today im feeling really lazy and depressed... i dont even have enough energy to drag my ass out of my PJs and out side to the sunny hell waiting out my window. (its bright outside)
I am so bored with my current state of...
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Today im feeling really lazy and depressed... i dont even have enough energy to drag my ass out of my PJs and out side to the sunny hell waiting out my window. (its bright outside)
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x_obscure_x:
Awww I so wish I lived near you. You're so beautiful! There's no way in hell you're ugly. I'd love to do your hair though! and make-up because that's cool. I hope your self esteeem boosts up soon. You rule so much, and you have no idea. Bwahaha see you soon sweetpea. You rock. 
bloodmilksky:
Yeah, Sherrard is scary. Lots o' whitetrash burnin', shootin', and uhh...drinkin' (which usually is what leads to the first 2). I just moved to Davenport with my cousin, so it's a bit better.
well tongiht was a lil strange.... met one of Alkatraz's friends Joe tonight. boy hes a weird one. reminds me of adrian brody. lol. but he thinks too much lol he has to ANAL-ize everything!! tonight i think he tried to get my and my girlfriend drunk and stoned to take advantage of her. but me not thinking and forgot that im on meds. i...
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bubblesinalaska:
read about you on alkaraz's journal so i had to take time to check you out.......glad i did......you rock.....really like the red profile pic....
drugs and alcohol ........ 
feels good but bad combo ........ 
it's killed some of the best over the years ........curt cobain, janis joplin, hank williams sr....the list goes on
don't get me wrong little lady....i've did my share over the years
when i was 19 i was still bullet proof.....invincable.......O.D. once too many times and hadta give it up
keep on keepin' on
Bubs
drugs and alcohol ........ feels good but bad combo ........ it's killed some of the best over the years ........curt cobain, janis joplin, hank williams sr....the list goes on
don't get me wrong little lady....i've did my share over the years
when i was 19 i was still bullet proof.....invincable.......O.D. once too many times and hadta give it up
keep on keepin' on
Bubs 
lillithvain:
Hello!
Thanks for the nice comment. I'm really glad you liked the outfit. I made that one day when I didn't have much else to do.
xoxoxo
Thanks for the nice comment. I'm really glad you liked the outfit. I made that one day when I didn't have much else to do.
xoxoxo
omg i'm so sick! WTF this is pissing me off so bad. i've felt like shit for the past two weeks! i cant stand it. i cant breathe when i wake up, i cant see, and everything i eat tastes like shit. 
i'm ready to rip my nose and throat out sometimes. my lungs wouldnt hurt either. put them in a big blender , grind...
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WTF this is pissing me off so bad. i've felt like shit for the past two weeks! i cant stand it. i cant breathe when i wake up, i cant see, and everything i eat tastes like shit. i'm ready to rip my nose and throat out sometimes. my lungs wouldnt hurt either. put them in a big blender , grind... Read More
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faye:
OMG! The exact same thing is going around my work. Amiee has been super sick for like three weeks and she can't call in sick because she'd be calling herself. Poor girls...you and her, I hope you get better soon.
alkatraz:
babe, ive seen ya naked and your not pink... your white! in fact its like... neon white... if you were any whiter youd be clear, well you kinda are... your a translucent blob! i'm a blob too, we can go blob off into the sunset.
I know its romantic.
I looked at the pick of your boobs a little bit ago.. and look what happened to mee --->
You need to answer your goddamn telephonic communication divice!
I know its romantic.
I looked at the pick of your boobs a little bit ago.. and look what happened to mee --->
You need to answer your goddamn telephonic communication divice!
SO... havent written for a few days.... hope u all enjoyed the boob shot lol 
so let me catch you all up ....
I havent seen my girlie-friend
Alkatraz in a few days. ... i REALLY miss her. lol.... i wish i was her pole to piss on though (inside joke) No seriously, shes all i seem to think about. but then again i HAVE...
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so let me catch you all up ....
I havent seen my girlie-friend
Alkatraz in a few days. ... i REALLY miss her. lol.... i wish i was her pole to piss on though (inside joke) No seriously, shes all i seem to think about. but then again i HAVE... Read More
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ash:
ok Im lost, lol, who is alka and .. are u guys dating??
alex_l_amour:
ah tnx! my english is sooo bad!
what to write.... umm pretty much nothing new today.. except today Alkatraz spent most of the day with me in my bed... 
then we went to Travis' and got high for the rest of the night....
Bored Bored Bored..... oh i tried to fix the blurriness of my redlight pictures... check them out again they are better... and i added some pics with my blue...
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then we went to Travis' and got high for the rest of the night....
Bored Bored Bored..... oh i tried to fix the blurriness of my redlight pictures... check them out again they are better... and i added some pics with my blue...
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yuriel:
wow
eep!
theres something to keep someone awake in the morning
eep!
theres something to keep someone awake in the morning
ash:
just sayin hi 
you requested my friendship a while back .. and I had to say hello, since I cant be friends with somone if I dont ever talk to them
you requested my friendship a while back .. and I had to say hello, since I cant be friends with somone if I dont ever talk to them well kiddies..havent written in awhile. soo.... update....
a while back i met this girl story's good already lol.. ok online acutally... shes really nice. Shall we call her D. she lives in Chicago. Weve never actually talked in person except for the past couple days. we have always texted each other or writen emails. All the while i have Alkatraz so i kept things on...
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a while back i met this girl
story's good already lol.. ok online acutally... shes really nice. Shall we call her D. she lives in Chicago. Weve never actually talked in person except for the past couple days. we have always texted each other or writen emails. All the while i have Alkatraz so i kept things on... Read More
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x_obscure_x:
eep I hope everything works out
bettiebones:
Oopps!!! Looks like you've been rumbled toots. Hope everything works out for you.
PICTURES!!! check out my pictures, added some. They might look a little blurry but i dont know.... look at em and let me know.... the pics were taken by Alkatraz. she's good...and gorgeous . Oh, the other pictures of my friend jason were also taken by Alkatraz. He looks yummy doesnt he??
Other than that today has been pretty uneventfull except Alk "made out" with...
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. Oh, the other pictures of my friend jason were also taken by Alkatraz. He looks yummy doesnt he??
Other than that today has been pretty uneventfull except Alk "made out" with...
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bashster:
Luci red light suits you two,the amount of action you two get always keeps me amazed,good job im safe on the other side of the pond.lots of crazy love Bashthebish!
alkatraz:
***BeLcH***
today Alkatraz came over to my house and we attempted to dye our hair. Hers turned out really nice... looks likea sunrise. mine on the other hand turned GREEN!!! now i looke like a christmas tree. lol. so now i gotta come up with a different color/colors.....any suggestions??
so, today sucked really bad. I am getting REALLY sick. Kinda makes me worry. there was a report on the news that a local high school had a huge epidemic of Whooping Cough. And it seems that i catch everything. So looks like i gotta long sick road ahead lol... Well today my girlfriend may have found someone to replace me lol.... no i just...
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I am getting REALLY sick. Kinda makes me worry. there was a report on the news that a local high school had a huge epidemic of Whooping Cough. And it seems that i catch everything. So looks like i gotta long sick road ahead lol... Well today my girlfriend may have found someone to replace me lol.... no i just... Read More
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alkatraz:
Travis doesnt LIKE me anyways.. so blah! I think he likes you he wanted to stay longer at your house... I bet its cuz he likes you... and wanted to be alone with you... so...errr...
You have smirf-itis and i look like a sunset
he wanted to stay longer at your house... I bet its cuz he likes you... and wanted to be alone with you... so...errr...
You have smirf-itis and i look like a sunset
alkatraz:
what the fuck is that ----->
well thursday night lol ...................well lets jsut say it was fun. Me and a few friends, kyle, travis and shance and my girlfriend alkatraz went to a strip club for a female ametuer night. YAY!!
my friend shance got taken for over a hundred dollars on a stripper ... what a dope!! lol and then shance left for a long time with a stripper and...
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my friend shance got taken for over a hundred dollars on a stripper ... what a dope!! lol and then shance left for a long time with a stripper and...
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user209834982:
ouch! 
asphyxiia:
yes it was very fun