asphyxiia

ok i havent updated in a long time but i have some interesting news. Dum Dum Dum.....

Ok first a girl named Rosie had/hasa thing for me. which was really nice because i thought i liked her too. turns out it took.... some weed, a lotta miscommunication and a lil bit of an out side opinion of rosie to make me change my mind about her in ONE NIGHT!!! I have decided that rosie isnt exactly what i want. i think we cant have a relationship.....mainly because we cant talk to each other. SHE IS SO SHY!!

But on the other hand.... i met an exact mirror image of myself in another person. how strange.... off hand i htink we dissagree on two things.... either too good to be true (is it true becasue she is moving in a week) or jsut plain weird.

about the moving part...."the other girl" is moving out of state for school its so frustrating that even as a friend... it is going to be difficult. we jsut met ironically enough 8 days before she leaves. but yet her and i are in the same circle of friends...but weve never talked or met until a few days ago. but ive been spending all day every day with her. lol... fate has a funny way of fucking with you doesnt it?!?!? oh well. i just hope i didnt piss anyone off in the mean time by telling rosie that i dont think her and i should date and by telling my friends that i just want to be alone with this other girl (im not giving her a name becasue there are people i know that read this LOL) but just as friends since she is leaving. all the friends think that we are getting it on or something. Were not but still its funny. so hopefully i wont cry when she leaves.