asphalteyes

Hi all,

I went out saturday but was designated driver so i only had one or two drinks. It was a goodnight hanging out with one my friends Kate and a couple of her other friends that were really nice. In the end Kate got pretty smashed and was giving everyone foot massages, while we were listening to music back at a friends house. I've always thought she was pretty damn gorgeous and sexy but we've never been romantic or physical.. although on the night i got a back massage from her as she sat on my arse. Man it made me horny as hell. But still nothing happened. Nothing to do with Kate but im getting pretty sick of being single and being overlooked by the girls i like. I purely believe its a weight issue, and although ive tried forever i need retry losing the weight, also getting a job would be another positive step. So shit to take something from sex and the city but i think its maybe a little true what they say about job being one of the major three things. My depression seems to lifting slowly but i still think i need to be on some better meds, we'll see what my psychiatrist says when i meet him. Was thinking of canning him and getting a new one but thats prooving harder than i thought.

anyway love to everyone... TOM