asphalteyes

I was looking for category: whinging... but i couldnt seem to locate it.

Experienced some pretty low mood. With my depression acting up also abit of paranoia. When i get this way my -putting-up-with-bullshit level goes way down and i end up abusing random people in chat for being "pretentious" "clicky" "ignoramouses". I have some good friends around me offline but they cant babysit me through all my bad periods.
I contacted emergency services, and while they are not that helpful i am going to make a few changes, a new psychiatrist etc I think I will go back on Australias Public Health System rather than seeing the private clinicians i have been. My current shrink seems happy to let me go through these moods every few months rather than try and find a better medication, ofcourse theres an option any new meds i try may be worse than my current one. But I'd still like to try.
Read some poetry at my local art bar yesterday, not many of the audience were into it... i think they just wanted to drink booze and yell at each other loudly while music drowned out any semblance of normalcy they were holding onto. But thats ok i get like that aswell.
Much love to everyone.