asphalteyes

Pretty annoyed with myself after partying hard for a friends birthday.. and smoking pot for the first time in 6 years. The plus side is im not going to go and buy some, i guess i dont have an addictive personality in that way.
Sometimes I hate being a schizophrenic or insomniac, at the end of night like that everyone passes out in your friends place, but because you are without medication, all you can do is lay there all night watching music videos. In the early hours of the morning the lesbian who you are in bed with, wakes and feels you up, you feign you are not enjoying it because one, she doesnt need that being attracted to girls and two their is no emotion in it, the secret between you and I SG people is it didnt take much at all to make me cum in my pants. I guess thats due to my lack of experience. Now my friend the lesbian, i dont know whether i should broach the subject with her, i think i will let it rest in drunken stupour. I'm not interested and neither is she, she needs a girl who'll treat her right. around 8am i hoofed it back to my car and drove home and took some meds and slept for the rest of the day and night. Now i am awake but still alseep on the inside.