removing the temptations in life that hold us back might just about be one of the hardest things to do.

like removing the cookie jar when you start a new diet, sometimes one must get rid of the things they crave the most just to make it.

i said goodbye to a very special person to me tonite...i can usually do the whole "lets be friends" deal, but there is something different about this one. the temptation is much to much for me to handle and the effects seem to be more than my heart can take. i can assure myself that i did everything in my nature to make it work, but i guess its like the saying goes - if you love something, let it go...altho i don't expect this one to come back to me.

this is going to be my last entry...SG is another one of my temptations but it is time to make a clean sweep and cut all ties.

waz and colm, i will catch you laters. and to the rest of you, be good to yourselves, never settle for less than you deserve in matters of the heart and keep the sexy hot nekkid pics a coming!!

xo Aspartame xo