asinnerssaint

Survey Says... Most people think I look like Jmann, Woot... anyhow.. working about 50, Hour's this week... Started De-badging my car today, in a lame attempt to make it look more like unmarked police car.. My Allergies... are fine at work the second I get home It's Sneezapoolza... Umm Other then that.. one of the guys at work was fucking around and made me drop a 15 pound Cutting board.. on my foot... Luckly I caught myself... Right before I got to Blackout Rage Status.. There's the Six Level's of ASinnersSaint's Anger... The most common, and hardly ever go past this point.. is !1.Slightly Aggarvated. Which is i'm in a bitchy mood.. and I don't get even that angry outside of work... 2.Pissed-This envolves, Slamming doors.. verbel knifery. Haven't gotten that way in about 2 years... 3 Angery- This Includes.. Breaking thing's and or throwing stuff.. which is heavy.. Almost never get to this point... 4.Blackout Rage- Usually this is the worst i can be at.. and I've only gotten that bad twice.. in my whole life.. and it was a good reasons for it. And The Last and End all be all of Saints Anger, Is Calm Rage.. This has happened only Once.... and usually only one thing when someone I care for with all my heart is hurt by someone in a very mad manner..and only that can get me this unhinged.. So far the only thing that has ever gotten me this bad.. is when my bestfriend back when I was in High School was "Attacked at a party" by 2 football player's and killed Herself a week later. Due to this event.... I found both the guys.. and they never played football again due to the injuries.. I inflected.. I few things.. that have happened of late... have brought her to the forfront of my thoughts.. she was a sweet.. little goth girl.. beautiful as anything.. Well sorry for the weird and Slightly depressing update, but Someone whom, I talk to on here... reminds me of her... Not so much in looks.. but in Personality... and said person.. has helped me more then they will ever know.. just by being a good listener.. and a friend.. anyways... On a brighter side... Just remember when you watch the Da Vinci Code.. Jesus never fucked!!!