I feel like a shut in. All I want to do is lay around in my room and read Lenore. Maybe if people didn't dissapoint me so much I'd actually like to spend some time with them.
My roommate has taken her whorishness to a new level. She slept with two more guys this weekend and one of them just happens to be the guy...
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My roommate has taken her whorishness to a new level. She slept with two more guys this weekend and one of them just happens to be the guy...
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zachias:
Sorry to hear about your roommate. That must be a difficult situation. However, I would recommend getting out more. Just a thought. 
Daydreams. I do it all the time. Since childhood. I was an only child, so it used to be a game and now it just keeps happening. I think I do it now as a cheap attempt at entertaining my brain. Well I had yet another one that I thought I'd share with you:
I was in the bathtub and for some reason was carving...
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I was in the bathtub and for some reason was carving...
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wishryder:
Haha. Daydreaming is definately a number one pasttime for me, especially when listening to music. I'll start daydreaming that I learned to sing and play guitar, then started doing cover songs of whatever I'm listening to. Most of the time, I'm putting on a stupid concert at work or something, despite the fact I can't sing, can't play guitar, and really have no real ambition to do so.
I'm in the mood to accept my sickness. Who am I kidding? It's what makes me happy. It's what has made me happy.
Those things that scare normal people just always draw me closer. I'm always lying when I say oh gross.
Although it does seem to be more socially acceptable to enjoy pain. Don't get me wrong. Some pain sucks, but I have always...
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Those things that scare normal people just always draw me closer. I'm always lying when I say oh gross.
Although it does seem to be more socially acceptable to enjoy pain. Don't get me wrong. Some pain sucks, but I have always...
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wishryder:
Freaks rock my world. I can't stand plain jane boring, so good for you. Liking you more every day. 
People are yelling
People are screaming
People are complaining
About what they've been seeing
People are screaming
People are complaining
About what they've been seeing
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asia8989:
The whole thing came to me at once when it started raining tonight.
zoophagous:
Nope, in the perfect world of an idealic bastard like myself there would be no need to ever leave babies at all.
Unfortunatly I don't control the world, and there are things like this going on.
My point was that we live in a place that is strongly against even very early term abortions, and those that want to keep the morning-after pill illegal, but they feel that it is just fine to force a woman to go through with the entire pregnancy even when they know from the beginning that they are not ready to become a parent.
Imagine how that must feel....to go through 3 trimesters knowing that you can't afford to have a child and your option given to you by people that have no understanding of your situation is to just simply abandon the baby after birth........I mean, thats totaly acceptable right? They're advertising it on the fucking radio.
I'm not saying this shouldn't be an option, it just shouldn't be the only option which alot of people are lobbying for. When it is known from the beggining that being a parent is not possibe, then I think that abortion is a far simpler option for those that would choose it. I see the termination of an undeveloped unconcious fetus as a responsibe choice under certain circumstances, that saves a child from being born into an uncertain, unstable world of sarrow.
Like I said, in my perfect world there would be no need for either abortions or drop-off points, but this world isn't perfect. My views on this subject stem from my own childhood with parents that were not ready to have children and from the kids I knew growing up that had never known any type of family life, only being bounced from one shitty foster home to the next.
Unfortunatly I don't control the world, and there are things like this going on.
My point was that we live in a place that is strongly against even very early term abortions, and those that want to keep the morning-after pill illegal, but they feel that it is just fine to force a woman to go through with the entire pregnancy even when they know from the beginning that they are not ready to become a parent.
Imagine how that must feel....to go through 3 trimesters knowing that you can't afford to have a child and your option given to you by people that have no understanding of your situation is to just simply abandon the baby after birth........I mean, thats totaly acceptable right? They're advertising it on the fucking radio.
I'm not saying this shouldn't be an option, it just shouldn't be the only option which alot of people are lobbying for. When it is known from the beggining that being a parent is not possibe, then I think that abortion is a far simpler option for those that would choose it. I see the termination of an undeveloped unconcious fetus as a responsibe choice under certain circumstances, that saves a child from being born into an uncertain, unstable world of sarrow.
Like I said, in my perfect world there would be no need for either abortions or drop-off points, but this world isn't perfect. My views on this subject stem from my own childhood with parents that were not ready to have children and from the kids I knew growing up that had never known any type of family life, only being bounced from one shitty foster home to the next.
This morning I woke up and found myself in a bed with a guy and another girl. Interesting enough only one of us got laid last night. Anyway so the guy was my good friend Joe and the girl was my bf Brit. Brit and I drove up to Des Moines and hungout at Watson and Sam's. While Watson, Joe, and I were on the...
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asia8989:
I forgot. I got AIM; add me as AnesthesiaCG.
Ok none of you guys are totally assholish or nice. In the end you're all a bit of both and I'm tired of it. I refuse to comprimise who I am anymore. I don't fucking care if I seem like a scary bitch anymore. If he's worthwhile he'll have the balls to deal.
I spent the day stressed over finishing my class, got invited to...
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I spent the day stressed over finishing my class, got invited to...
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zoophagous:
Yeah, thats true 
and I guess not all women are total bitches........
Ok, I realy can't go there.....I actualy only know a few that are.
Scary, disgusting, bitch.....I think you're probably over-reacting.
Going home is always a good feeling, though people should appreciate you for more then your ass.
When I get stressed, whitch isn't often these days, I go for a long walk in the forest. Thats my personal little eden I guess.
Bad mac and cheese.....Haha, let me know if you want a recipe. I make 10 minute home made mac and cheese that will leave you stary-eyed, and with a smile that won't go away
Hope you feel better about things in the morning.
and I guess not all women are total bitches........
Ok, I realy can't go there.....I actualy only know a few that are.
Scary, disgusting, bitch.....I think you're probably over-reacting.
Going home is always a good feeling, though people should appreciate you for more then your ass.
When I get stressed, whitch isn't often these days, I go for a long walk in the forest. Thats my personal little eden I guess.
Bad mac and cheese.....Haha, let me know if you want a recipe. I make 10 minute home made mac and cheese that will leave you stary-eyed, and with a smile that won't go away
Hope you feel better about things in the morning.
I say fuck men and not litterally people. I'm tired of being treated like crap or barely paid attention to unless it's some other time when people are talking about me.
I have no idea what's really going on and I give up.
-ana
I have no idea what's really going on and I give up.
-ana
zachias:
C'mon now. We're not all bad. Admittedly, we're not all good either, but don't lump us all in the asshole column.
I just finished my first college class. Well sure I've taken college classes before, but it's different when teacher doesn't go straight from your class to a highschool freshmen class. Thanks to the block schedule I get to relax for five days before I have to worry about anything academic.
I'm going to sleep till my jaw stops hurting from clenching it as I do...
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I'm going to sleep till my jaw stops hurting from clenching it as I do...
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First of all I found a cemetary, but have yet been able to explore it.
Somehow I ended up in a car to get pizza with Aqua playing. Today is so odd. The things procrastination will lead you to.
Got my necklace.It's the cheshire cat.
Oddly enough my roommate is now watching Alice in Wonderland.
-ana
Somehow I ended up in a car to get pizza with Aqua playing. Today is so odd. The things procrastination will lead you to.
Got my necklace.It's the cheshire cat.
Oddly enough my roommate is now watching Alice in Wonderland.
-ana
Anyone want to go cemetary searching? I find them rather peaceful and I'm looking for others to join me.
Brittany's been flipping out and I don't even want to go home now. I need to though. Maybe when I get back and she isn't here I'll be able to be me.
I'm too restless to focus. I just don't get why she has such issues...
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Brittany's been flipping out and I don't even want to go home now. I need to though. Maybe when I get back and she isn't here I'll be able to be me.
I'm too restless to focus. I just don't get why she has such issues...
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asia8989:
I'm half octapus. Naw I'm just very sarcastic and somewhat bitchy.
Just any cemetary. I like them.
Just any cemetary. I like them.
wishryder:
I'm game for cemetary searching. I've always been a big fan of them for a number of different reasons.