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I recently realized that all the boys I've dealt with lately try oddly hard to makeout/sleep with me, but none of them are at all interested in dating me. I guess this isn't lately, this is the past year.

So this guy decided at 2 am the other night to admit to me that he thinks I'm cute/hot/so forth. Then he's all if you want...
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So I'm up late tonight watching Dead and Breakfast and hanging out with my dog. And about 2 or so my friend Adam came online and asked me if he could tell me a secret. Well turns out that when I guessed he had been checking me out I was right.

Anyway. Now he wants to be makeout buddies. I'm not sure. He did drunkenly...
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Ever think that you're doing it wrong? All of it wrong. All the time I have the feeling that I should be doing something cool, something fun, something more fitting to me. And yet I keep doing the same things every day. I don't even know what I should be doing.

I don't know if it would be worse to have been doing something wrong...
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I dream of strangling my roommate. Is that normal? Any time I bring up something she doesn't feel like talking about she patronizes me and calls me a bitch. I'm sorry if I don't like rotting banana's in my garbage.

I have to go 3rd floor Tarr is attacking us...again.

-anastasia

I've decided to stop insulting people. It doesn't ever do me any good, make anyone feel better, and is rarely the truth. So I'm still allowing myself to tell the truth, but not to blindly say things. I want to be able to be proud of what I say. I may say cruel things at times, but at least it will always be true.

Here's...
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Again another thinking while in the shower. I wonder how odd it would be to meet the person you lost your virginity to again. I haven't seen mine for years. I guess what I'm really interested in is what he thinks of me now. He's one of the few guys that I slept with and still have some respect for.

Oh welll,
-anastasia

Well I feel like shit. Anyone else feel like shit? So if you've been reading this you know I liked that steve guy. I put that in the past a while ago, but it appears that he still thinks I'm a freaky stalker.(his friends and him came up with this because they see me by my window a lot-now my bed and desk are right...
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Is it possible to be stalked by a book? Because I think that may be happening to me.

So I bought this book at the planned parenthood booksale. Then while cleaning out my grandma's house I found it again-from my dad's old books. So around then I decided to read it. Then my first college class had us read it. Then several of my friends...
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So this guy likes me(why does that always catch me by surprise?). He's the Delt guy that slept with Racheal. Even if he wasn't shorter then me and I found him at all attractive I can't see myself giving a guy who slept with my roommate a chance, or a guy that she doesn't even care for after getting to know him(although that probably has...
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There's a ton of wind. Maybe that means that things are changing, moving. Oh as if I know how to read the freakin' weather.

All I know is I'm pulling out the blankets and putting on my coat. Iowa's weather calls for practical attire. I always feel like I'm being shut off from the world when winter comes. I have to shut windows and doors...
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