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I'm not particularly drunk now but i am eating a big fucking plate of fish of chips. better than kebab anyway.

I got this number of this polish girl just now. not sure how, she just said she liked my hair...

it's this mohawk thing. it's long through the middle, short through the sides with a bit of a fringe- kind of like an alkaline trio thing. you know, the matt skiba thing... i'm not emo promise. but it's cool. apparently mohawks suit me cos of the cheekbony thing.

How vain am i getting?

I'm really happy.

you know, happy, happy. happiest i've ever been.

I've got sex and skating to get my excess energy out, and not ties. I've got friends too who will be there too. and i'm still look ok. and i never gain weight. and i'm oriental which i'm loving cos it's the 'fashion' at the moment.

that's weird. it's cos of the japanesy trendy thing and i'm looking more japanese by the day but without the overly slitty eyeness cos i'm thai which is in between... not quite japanese, not quite chinesee but something slightly different.

fuck.. i play on it a lot.

though fucking thai girlfriends are a big fucking hassle! possesive, mad, expect you to shop for them all of the time.

and they will chop your balls off if you're bad to them. honestly. i can't deal with that. also thai girls born here are turning more chav every generation. too much makeup, slicked back hair, too big hair. fuck big black boys... it's all there. sad but true.

though my sister is hot as hell. it's scary. she's drop dead gorgeous with big bum and huge fucking breasts, but don't tell her i said that. i've got my work cut out to look after her... and she's 16!! dammit.

when i'm older i'm going to go out and date her friends. attractive young ladies congregate together. that's life.