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I'm turning into a grumpy old bastard. Really I am. I started listening to some of my old cd's as I'm downloading my whole collection to my Ipod. I was listening to 'Insomniac' by Green Day, which I listened to a lot when I was a kid, and one of the songs 'the Grouch' hit me lyrics wise unfortunately with 'I was a young boy who had big plans, now I'm just a shitty old man'. That's me. I'm turning into a grumpy frowning old person. Work is shit at the moment but at least I do have a job! Lame though. I feel like I need some excitement but you can't when you lack the money. At least I have a house party to go to on friday. That'll be ok, cheap drinks and a 100 percent chance the cocaine will come out and I can chat complete bollocks to the nearest person. Or I could do a few shrooms and get paranoid for a few hours. Oh the choices. I need the sun. I think it's making a little bit mental. Like the song 'Brain Stew' from the same 'Green Day' album. It's raining, cold and I have no money. Bollocks.