Here i am! i'm not dead yet. I am fucking drunk at home where i shud be in town . but oh WELL!
I've been working hard out as usual. changed the oil on my new car the other day. how fun. just met a new girl i', interested in the other day. but as fate has it. ill never hav her. the world never works out the way i'd like it to. i got the car i wanted. i have the speed im scared of but ill never truly be happy without a companion. and thats sonething that never comes easy.
Life has been going up down down latly. my boss is a fucktrad. he has a family so his rights come frist. so the fuck what, i'm 10 years younger. i still have a family. i still have =parents i can't see becoz he has to take every fucking sunday off so i never have a weekend to see my family. fuckin hell. itmakes it a tad aharder since they have split up n all too. my mums like 1.5 hours drive away and my dad is 4 hours away! fuck its hard to make time for them. i wish life was jsut simpler... i kinda wish i was perfectly happy. but i have come to see recently that there is no such thing. life is what you make it. life is lazy... life is boring... life is work at the moment. and i can't make it about sex as it never works out anyway.
I'm sick of this shit. i just wanna leave it all and move away to Cali. everyone seems happpy there. I'd move over there and be the funny cute guy with a accent. that'd be sooo much fun. id love it. and i'd join a band a become lead singer and Guitarist. only if i had a reason to other than myself
Yes people. i can't seem to live for myself. i can only seem to live for others. i only want to make a member of the opistie sex happy. as i can never be happy.. .. . i'm sick of this shit...
Night
Wish i knew u all alot better.
I've been working hard out as usual. changed the oil on my new car the other day. how fun. just met a new girl i', interested in the other day. but as fate has it. ill never hav her. the world never works out the way i'd like it to. i got the car i wanted. i have the speed im scared of but ill never truly be happy without a companion. and thats sonething that never comes easy.
Life has been going up down down latly. my boss is a fucktrad. he has a family so his rights come frist. so the fuck what, i'm 10 years younger. i still have a family. i still have =parents i can't see becoz he has to take every fucking sunday off so i never have a weekend to see my family. fuckin hell. itmakes it a tad aharder since they have split up n all too. my mums like 1.5 hours drive away and my dad is 4 hours away! fuck its hard to make time for them. i wish life was jsut simpler... i kinda wish i was perfectly happy. but i have come to see recently that there is no such thing. life is what you make it. life is lazy... life is boring... life is work at the moment. and i can't make it about sex as it never works out anyway.
I'm sick of this shit. i just wanna leave it all and move away to Cali. everyone seems happpy there. I'd move over there and be the funny cute guy with a accent. that'd be sooo much fun. id love it. and i'd join a band a become lead singer and Guitarist. only if i had a reason to other than myself
Yes people. i can't seem to live for myself. i can only seem to live for others. i only want to make a member of the opistie sex happy. as i can never be happy.. .. . i'm sick of this shit...
Night
Wish i knew u all alot better.
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pure:
Whats new bud..? 
3rdegree:
Ah, the old R32 eh. I find the 2 doors much more difficult to control mid drift as opposed to the 4 doors. Although, the four door in question is a R33. Anyway, car looks tidy, good stuff.