Today is hardcore cleaning day! arg! Today was also doctor day 
arg! My carebear is officially marked with smeared eyeliner forever. He's special now.
Canada. thursday. Im missing ferry corsten which makes me sad, but I saw him a few months ago. so oh well. I can just play punkd on the wya up to canada.
www.goodfellaz.ca is going to own your face.
and mine.
I spent 200 dollars too much on doctor shit, medication, and vitamins. cancer should eat my ass. wait no. its already eating everything else. I like my ass. but it should def. get beaten down with the common decency plur stick of doom. yes. doom.
*grumble* *grumble* *grumble*
Today has been shitty, but I did get some encouraging words from my fellow flamingo loving friend. see last journal entry for the flamingo goodness. Having a few voices of good reason help alot. Im hotheaded, irrational, and well, me.
Lonelyness has been eating me away lately, and I think its rediculous because I probly dont have to be lonely. I hate not being able to forgive a simple stupid drunken act, and I tried to get over it, and its fucking rediculous of me not too, but i just cant learn trust over something like that again. no one reading this will have any clue what im talking about, and thats for the best. Its hard to catch me and easy to loose me sometimes i suppose.
I want eggrolls. I think im going to go get eggrolls. yep. Im out to go grab more blockbuster and eggrolls. I shall return to the cleaning fiasco soon.
Im excited for tomorrow night! sleepover!! and then thursday! Shooting another set and then canada!
Im glad there can be some sunshine to my rainy days 
arg!
arg! My carebear is officially marked with smeared eyeliner forever. He's special now.
Canada. thursday. Im missing ferry corsten which makes me sad, but I saw him a few months ago. so oh well. I can just play punkd on the wya up to canada.
www.goodfellaz.ca is going to own your face.
and mine.
I spent 200 dollars too much on doctor shit, medication, and vitamins. cancer should eat my ass. wait no. its already eating everything else. I like my ass. but it should def. get beaten down with the common decency plur stick of doom. yes. doom.
*grumble* *grumble* *grumble*
Today has been shitty, but I did get some encouraging words from my fellow flamingo loving friend. see last journal entry for the flamingo goodness. Having a few voices of good reason help alot. Im hotheaded, irrational, and well, me.
Lonelyness has been eating me away lately, and I think its rediculous because I probly dont have to be lonely. I hate not being able to forgive a simple stupid drunken act, and I tried to get over it, and its fucking rediculous of me not too, but i just cant learn trust over something like that again. no one reading this will have any clue what im talking about, and thats for the best. Its hard to catch me and easy to loose me sometimes i suppose.
I want eggrolls. I think im going to go get eggrolls. yep. Im out to go grab more blockbuster and eggrolls. I shall return to the cleaning fiasco soon.
Im excited for tomorrow night! sleepover!! and then thursday! Shooting another set and then canada!
Im glad there can be some sunshine to my rainy days
arg!
nick667:
hey whats up
mmwhendrix:
you are sexy...and I like your vices, they are so familiar.