So i found out at 3 this morning my best friend died.... overdose.. I feel like shit.. and im confused.. ive somehow regressed into a 5 year old child. needy. i cant even fix myself food.. this is fucking retarded.. im upset..
somewhat_damaged:
I'm very sorry to hear that...
azurite:
That's horrible. But you're making sense, in spite of a senseless discovery. It's totally understandable that you're upset--as well as saddened and mournful. Hang in there. If you can get away from saying, "No, this can't be true! It must not be true!" to something approaching, "This is absolutely terrible! I truly wish this had never happened, but I realize life has it's truly shitty moments," you'll do yourself a world of good. Good luck.