ashi

eww im sick. i hate bein sick now, i used to love it since i was in school and didn't have to go, but now its like ewwness and snotty tissues all over the place and im always sick for like a month. im gettin the flu i think plus all my allergies kuz im allergic to both my cat and my dog but i love em too much to get rid of em.

i had a really strange dream last night. it was about me goin to DQ and gettin some kinda special ice cream and i came back and my mom and some guy were talkin about me before i came in kuz they got quite really fast and all of a sudden the guy blurts out that im gettin lung cancer kuz i smoke(even tho i can't get threw a full pack in 2 weeks) and i had this really deep raspy voice like im some 60 year old thats been smokin and drinkin since birth. i've had about 2 or 3 dreams like that since i've been smokin...it almost make me wanna stop but then i go outside i smoke 1 or 2 ciggs....yea i kno

i guess im gonna go lay down in my sexy gothic-ish bed...i love my bed now my kitty plays with it alot so shes in here all the time... its great