ashi

today was the worst day in my whole life!!!
i had to wake up to find out that minka got her neck broken and she died. i've been cryin all day and when i stop cryin im ok a little but then i start thinkin about her i start cryin again. i hated seenin her die kuz she was twitching and my dad said she was foaming up blood. i want so baddly to blame my mom for it but i can't kuz it could have been any of us that sat in the chair..... i hate that chair rite now.... im never gonna buy a rocking chair. i've never cried that hard before, i was basicly screaming and crying, i've never done that, not even when i was a lil kid

i wish there was a brokenheart thingy on here