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Thursday Nov 14, 2002

Nov 14, 2002
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xxxx: there are many things that i want to believe...but only a few
that i should
silence: i understand
silence: it's hard to believe when you have to pick and choose
xxxx: i think you feel the same
xxxx: i know...
silence: I can be dangerous sometimes...I don't always prepare myself...I
just dream on.
xxxx: dangerous to whom...
silence: myself...those close to me.....
xxxx: why do you see yourself as dangerous in this situation
silence: I don't think I see it per situation
xxxx: ok let me rephrase...do you think your dreaming is a negative
thing
silence: no
xxxx: or something that can give false ideas...
xxxx: or do you believe it what you dream
xxxx: and are just hesitant to accept it and make it real
silence: well that's what dreams are
silence: desire and fear
silence: yes
xxxx: so do you want to take the fear out of them?
silence: well...that's what would make them real
xxxx: yes...but is that what you want

g_felix:
Hey Ashes,

Doesn't a little healthy fear make desire sweeter?

Do we always want what is best?
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