ashertorn

my name is not Edward. i am not a vampire despite my lack of aging.
i get asked why i am in such a hurry to find that person who i am to be
with, and that is the reason. i do not have an eternity to find that match.
i have been searching for my soul mate for what seems like an eternity
though. is there such a thing one starts to wonder. sometimes i feel
that i am destined to be alone. it has been so long. i am tired and getting
old. don't mind my thoughts though. i guess i am just feeing sorry for
myself again. a guardian is meant to be alone. to protect but never
to be attached. to make sure the ones you watch are safe and happy.

*The Code of a Guardian*
To protect with all your heart, soul and power.
To give your heart but never have it whole.
To know you will always love and know it will never be completely returned.
To never be put first but always have them before your own soul
To watch someone you love yet continually be in the shadows.
To put your own love and on the back burner so they can be happy.
To risk eternity in hell for them.
It's a lonely existence; This is your purpose; This is your charge.