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ashen_crib

San Jose

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Thursday Oct 21, 2004

Oct 21, 2004
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well i've got the job at expedia.com so now i'm counting down my days of freedom until i'm enslaved again. it's a really good thing though that i'm looking forward to. the benefits program is amazing and practically covers all possible dilemmas.

am i actually growing up that i care about my benefits package? is that like the landmark sign that says "oh shit boi...you are finally growing your ass up"? it's weird. i never really cared about having a future until she stole my heart away.

being responsible does feel good though. i have to admit. it lends a certain kind of confidence. to sell yourself to another person and get validated as to your usefullness to society. it sounds sick....but i can't help but feel a little proud of myself.

don't hold your breath. i'll probably be writing about how much the job sucks in my next update. smile

ah such is life.

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