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asha_man

San Antonio, Tx

Member Since 2009

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Monday Dec 07, 2009

Dec 7, 2009
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For the first time in a long time I feel content. I finally feel completely whole after picking up the pieces from a broken relationship years ago. With out even realizing it I let go of an even older unrequited love. I'm not struggling to pay my bills, I have a roof over my head, I'm wrapping up my first semester of my second degree.

And I'm completely miserable.

I have spent so much of my life being depressed and angry I don't know how to be any other way. I feel flat as a person. I have no focus and no desire. Being angry and depressed became a part of my personality, a part of who I am as a person. When you are constantly battling to just keep your head above water its impossible not to be focused, because if you step off that razors edge you're going to sink to the bottom.

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    Tuesday Dec 08, 2009

    I think I figured it out. I feel nothing. If I'm not left pining …
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    Monday Dec 07, 2009

    For the first time in a long time I feel content. I finally feel comp…
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    Wednesday Oct 28, 2009

    How bout those Phillies. Fuck New York, Fuck CC, Fuck all you fairwea…
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    Saturday Oct 24, 2009

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    Sunday Oct 11, 2009

    New ink. Still working on pics.
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    Saturday Sep 26, 2009

    After far too much whiskey, Stone Fences and double Jack and cokes, w…
  • 09.19.09
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    Saturday Sep 19, 2009

    New ink...maybe I'll toss up some pics soon.
  • 09.14.09
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    Monday Sep 14, 2009

    Yeah, it was a pretty bad weekend. Gotta keep on keeping on.
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    Sunday Sep 13, 2009

    In addition....do you know whats an amazing feeling? (please note the…
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    Sunday Sep 13, 2009

    Fuck me. Fuck you. Fuck this. Fuck that. Fuck beer. Fuck espn. Fuck r…

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