asha_man

In addition....do you know whats an amazing feeling? (please note the sarcasm literally oozing from that statement.) Its that hollowness you get inside when you realize that absolutely nothing matters. Your life doesn't matter. Everything you do is completely meaningless. When you look at this whole existence in true perspective it becomes easy to see that we are all just insignificant specks fucking around on an insignificant crumb of a planet in a miniscule galaxy, in a universe that is so immense its parameters defy anything close to human understanding. Neither my mind, nor your mind, nor anyone else's can clome close to grasping its immensity. That empty space you feel in the pit of your stomach....thats the realization that you mean nothing. No matter how amazing or shitty your life is...it means nothing. Will anyone care when you're gone? Will anyone remember anything that you did? Even if you go down in history, even if you go so far as to go down in legend, that legend will one day fade away and it will be as if you never existed. And if no one knows or remembers that you ever existed...did you ever really exist? If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it does it make a sound? You can assume it does, but you don't know. You know nothing, because everthing you think you know will someday be obsolete. Its humbling...