asha_man

I understand you were in a bad place, and I can't hold that against you. I knew what I was getting myself into, and i did it anyway. So there are no hard feelings, no grudges. I don't hate you. I don't dislike you. I even still like you. But I'm changed because of it. I'm not who I was, and I don't know how to be that person again. You were weighed down by so many things and I was there, doing everything I could to take that weight from you, to build you back up. But by taking that weight from you I became weighed down myself, and I don't know how to put it down. I know you want to do this now...I just wish you wanted to then.