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I have had the same headache since Sunday. All kinda kicked off with what I like to call an investigation hang over. Where when you stay up til four in the morning looking for dead folks and then sleep on your team leader's couch instead of a bed. I guess it would have been better if the kids wheren't there. They were good this time,...
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Okay, so sorry for that last crazy post. I totally blame pms.

That being said, I kinda want to vent. I know I should be a little old to have mommy issues. But here's the deal I've got going right now. Okay, I get that my grandparents on my mom's side both died suddenly and a year apart. This caused my mom to have some...
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I have tried so hard to make myself not feel. To keep myself from being hurt. To stay off these old roads long left abandoned. Stop it. Don't. You can't go there. Leave it alone. Its not for you. Do the right thing. The proper thing that leaves you empty. Abivilance. That's where you belong. Stop. Don't move any more.

Buckets and buckets of salt...
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I like to think I conduct myself in a professional matter when in the feild of research, be it with ghost or else wise. I tend to only want to surround myself with people who do the same. Sure we may not take ourselves serious at times and may rag on a few 'crazies' we encounter. That being said, when it comes to investgating for...
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Man my brain is so fucking scrambled. I feel like crap. I've got the "crazies". And other then my pets, I've got no one to talk too. Super boo on that.

At least the chick that gave me my pedicure was really cute and flirty. You would think an nice foot rub from a hot chick would do me good. But no, just reminded how...
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I've come to the relisation that when I'm drunk, I become like a man. Meaning I apparently hear like a man. As in when one of my friends says "Fine. Okay. Whatever. I don't care," about her older step son watching a horror movie with me. Which actually means "I'm in a bad mood. I'm on my period and feel like crap. Do the opposite...
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So turns out my so called publisher that was intrested in my book was a scam. Yeah, they publish, but they don't produce a catalog which means that stores aren't going to order your book and put them on the shelf. Awesome. So its back to square one.

On the brighter note of that, at least I went back over and did some more re-writting....
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