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So what's new with me. I am running around like crazy putting in applications at every place that I can work at that doesn't require a degree. So far, after doing this about every single day for two weeks, I've gotten no call backs.

I know, its a tough market out there and blah blah blah. But I've only got until May to get going on my own or its back with one of my parents or my sister. Lame.

I had a very indept and insightful conversations with my favorite-est boy in the world, Raul, on Saturday. Which made me go "hmm," so I had a card reading done. Now, think what you will, but whatever. Basically, it said that now is not a time to push with anything. Its okay to have fun whatever, but nothing serious. I've got to get out and have experiances with other people and what not before I even consider a relationship.

Yeah, that's kinda a duh thing. I need to go out and be act like I'm in my twenties. But I just wanted to know. I'm not ready for anything and he lives a long ass way away right now. So its not logicial for the time being. I just wanted to know. I love him unlike any one else. He gets me. He likes me cuz I'm weird and random.

So, who knows. I take it all with a grain of salt. The cards say that, in the end, it'll happen. I'll believe that when I see it. I'm a total skeptic for a believer. And he's an opptamstic realist. We make a pair.