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Tuesday Feb 17, 2009

Feb 17, 2009
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Lay over from a Facebook tag. Thought I'd put it on here just for the hell of it.

25 Things About Me!!!!


1.I fall into obsession more then I fall into love. I think its love to start out with, but get very bored a whole lot faster then I should. I only ever actually really loved one person in that "real" way. Its not the person that I just got out a relationship with either. For the longest time I didn't know what had became of him and he popped back into my life for a little while, but I don't know, I guess its just not ment to be.

2. Nine times out of ten I will like you back if you like me, but only if its in a non oogie way or if you aren't a total cunt. I still find it incrediable that anyone would ever want me in any way, shape, or form.

3.I'm a paranormal investigator. I never had a life changing experiance that made me go out and get into it like every one else's cliche. I've always wanted to believe that there was something more to this world and I'm willing to go out and see for myself. I don't always believe though. Pretty much, I'm not convinced of anything until I experiance it for myself.

4. If I were a man (and a fictional character) I would be some sort of incarnation of Dean Winchester.

5. I still want to be a rock star. I pretty much walked away from all my hopes and dreams to move in and be with the person I just ended a relationship with. But when I think about how much I wish I were just making music, I hurt.

6.I'm just now being okay about doing girly type stuff again. For the longest time I wanted to be that tough chick that was able to keep up with any one and I wouldn't do it. But now, I can still kick your ass but I get pedicures and buy pretty dresses. I've embraced my inner goddess and she's probably Hindu with many, many arms for all her aspects.

7. Since I can't write like I used to, I've become some what of an emotional wreck. I hate it and I don't really have someone I can really let it all out with that really understands that lives close by. So unfortunatly, a lot of my friends have had to deal with my break downs when it all builds up.So, thanks for putting up with my bullshit.

8. I think people that ask for autographs are fucking weird. I would rather chill out with an artist or athlete or whatever that I liked and just be "hey I really enjoy what you do,". I won't take a picture with someone famous (either massively or just on the local circut) either unless we're chillin after a show or something.

9. I will do anything and everything for the people that really matter to me. Be it putting a roof over your head, buying you ice cream when you're sick, or driving hours and hours just to give you a hug and be there for you when its rough. I stand by my convictions.

10. I really wish for once, someone would be like that ^ for me.

11.I doubt myself and I hate to say it, but I need constant validation and reassurance any more. It only started after I moved out of my parents' house and started spending a lot of time alone and in my head.

12. Working on engines really does calm me down.

13. So does ridding on my bike.

14. I really wish I had never gotten into that relationship I just got out of. I wish that I could have met another friend of mine first. I can't be so sure, but I feel like things might have been better had something played out there.

15. Some times, all I really want to do is sit in the dark in my bed watching an obscure, cheesey, or artsy movie with someone and lay my head on them. Nothing more.

16.I can help everyone else out with their problems, but I can't with my own.

17. Even though I'm a little person, I usually like my guys kinda tall with nice shoulders. I hate being vunerable, but sometimes, its nice to just be engulfed by someone.

18. I'm bisexual. Its not for trendy purposes or to be shocking and wild. I've always been this way, just in massive denial of it because I was told for so long that that sort of thing was wrong. I don't flaunt it, but I don't hide it. Its a part of who I am, and if you don't like it, well that's just part of your unfortunate bigotry.

19. I hate the cold. But I love Colorado. I guess its just that the cold around here is bitter and there's no snow or anything beautiful about it.

20. I'm a tree hugging dirt worshipper. I'm also a huge animal nut. If you've been to my house, you know this.

21. I love to cook.

22. I can get so stressed some times that I make myself physically ill.

23. I some times have panic attacks when I'm trying on clothes. I don't know why.

24. I still consider my grandpa as the best friend I ever had.

25. I hope that one day that someone will see me for who I truly am, let me know how they really feel, and love me for who I am not who they want me to be or what I look like.

niobe:
Ray has been on a few episodes this season already. His character turned out to be pretty interesting.
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