ash67

I've been given an ultimatum today. I've been split up from my boyfriend since September. I've been desperatly trying to find a job and a room mate since then so I can stay in my house and not loose basically everything that I've worked for since I moved out on my own. So far, it hasn't worked out for me. Been still living with the ex in seperate bedrooms and what not since.

Today it came to a head. He gave me until May to get my shit together and basically he's cutting me off and leaving. I guess most people find our living situation as odd. But I gave up everything to be with him. I'm scared shitless because I have nothing left. I don't know what to do or where to turn. I feel like such a fucking faliure.