So, I'm trying to find a job. Why you ask. Because time has come for me to move on and be on my own. Its been a long time coming, but basically the only reason that I've stuck it out for so long is the money. Can't seem to get a job that will pay me more then six bucks an hour, but in the same breath, is it worth just giving in and relying on some one else who I fell out of love with a long time ago?
My friend has been staying at the house because she's doing a trial seperation from her girlfriend. If she decides that its done, then she'll probably move in here full time. Which means someone else to help with rent. As much as I hate to see their relationship fail (again, been long time coming), it would help me out tremendously.
So, for the mean time, no more partying, no more pot. Getting my shit together so that I can be my own person, because I'm so over being dependent. I just want to be me. Not Ash and ....insert name here... But just me. I've been living that way for months now anyways. Time to make it legit.
My friend has been staying at the house because she's doing a trial seperation from her girlfriend. If she decides that its done, then she'll probably move in here full time. Which means someone else to help with rent. As much as I hate to see their relationship fail (again, been long time coming), it would help me out tremendously.
So, for the mean time, no more partying, no more pot. Getting my shit together so that I can be my own person, because I'm so over being dependent. I just want to be me. Not Ash and ....insert name here... But just me. I've been living that way for months now anyways. Time to make it legit.
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user14562:
thanks girl. Yea it is really difficult so stand or even walk in those shoes.
sydfloyd:
HEY! How's it going? I've been away from SG for so long, I don't have time to read all my friends journals. But I just thought I'd say "hi" and ask how you've been. So how you been? Whatcha been up to?