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THIS MORNING WAS A HUGE KICK IN THE GUT. I went to the SG lounge to find out who the set winners were for the month of July (winners get $1000) and the set that won was the public transportation set by .. well, I forget the girls that did it ... but the public transportation set idea was one Ive had for a long time now, probably ever since my first set. The idea I had was the same idea these two girls had .. and they did it first and won the grand prize, good for them. Good for them and a big FUCK YOU to myself for sitting on my ass and not fuckin doing it.


So tmronin will be in town this weekend for the comic book convention and I was supposed to shoot a set with him for SG!!!! I had no idea Id still be this overweight, Ive been working out for over 3 months, I thought Id be thinner than I am. Much thinner! Hell, how was I supposed to know this shit takes an insane amount of time?!

So ... what to dooo, what to doooooooo. I dont think Im in good enough shape to be shooting a set for the site just yet. Maybe one more month. But I keep saying that, and its never true. Man. I think I will shoot a set, and if its not up to SG standards, Ill just use the pics for our portolios. He's someone Id work with regardless, he's pretty good.


So I kinda thought that once I got this car, my life would just naturally fall back into place. WRONG! My friends are STILL lamers that dont return my calls or ever want to hang out. And here I was thinkin that they did that just because I didnt have a car to come hang out. HA!


q's
~why did u choose the screen name you chose for sg?
~what are some of your nicknames? (thanks MEMBER=laceyglove]!)
~what are u addicted to? cmon, u know theres always SOMETHING!