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Saturday Apr 23, 2005

Apr 23, 2005
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Well I want to update ..

I still want to show my love for pav, hunny you were much too young ... and I will miss our silly talks and your witty-ness. I can only hope that you are in a better place right now.

Im doing ok .. I am sad, of course .. but I know that this couldnt have been prevented by me, or anyone else. This is just ... ugh, so difficult. I hate that Ive had to do this almost a dozen times already and Im only in my 20's. Almost every single one .. a drug overdose.

I have mixed emotions right now. There is just so much going on.


Im just gonna eat some xanax and chilllllllllllllllll
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apotheosis:
*cheers* biggrin
Life is short but good.
Apr 27, 2005
ether_medius:
Yeah.. I don't even do drugs anymore for this reason.

frown
Apr 27, 2005

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